~i am not like you~

i am finally a doctor....thank you Allah!!!....

2011-04-30T01:29:00.001+08:00

Review: After race Rain @ the F1 Sepang International Circuit

2011-04-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

Review: After race Rain @ the F1 Sepang International Circuit

i wish i was there....

Vote for RAIN!!!!! The 2011 TIME 100 Poll

2011-04-06T13:48:00.002+08:00

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Cheetham Hill Road closed after woman hit by car - Manchester Evening News

2011-01-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

my bestie's sis sustained a very serious injury after being hit by a car in Manchester as she crossed the road...she had skull fracture and pelvic fracture...she's currently in ICU...please pray for her..she's a very pretty and bright girl...

Cheetham Hill Road closed after woman hit by car - Manchester Evening News

RIS Canada 2009 Trailer - Yusuf Islam - Habib Ali - Junaid Jamshed

2010-11-09T06:13:00.000+08:00

Makna doa semasa duduk di antara dua sujud...

2010-11-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)
Diamlah sejenak,buka dada dan diri kita untuk menerima ampunan dari Allah seperti membuka diri ketika merasakan hembusan angin sepoi-sepoi atau menerima curahan air hujan ketika kita masih kecil.Tetaplah membuka diri kita untuk menerima ampunan Allah.Ulangi permintaan itu beberapa kali hingga kita merasakan ketenangan Kemudian sampaikanlah permintaan kedua,

Warhamni (sayangi aku)
Diam dan tundukkanlah diri kita untuk menerima kasih-sayang Allah yang tak terhitung besarnya.Bukalah dada kita seluas-luasnya agar semakin banyak kasih-sayang Allah yang kita terima.Ulanglah beberapa kali hingga kita merasa cukup Berturut-turut sampaikanlah permintaan2 berikut dengan cara sebagaimana tersebut di atas, satu persatu..

Wajburnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)Janganlah buka aib yang Allah dah tutupkan. Minta petunjuk dan hidayah Allah.

Warfa’nii (angkatlah darjatku)Mohonlah supaya darjat kita diangkat menjadi hamba Allah yang saleh dan solehah.

Warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)Ingatlah, Allah lah yang memberi REZEKI. Rezeki seseorang itu telah di tetapkan.

Wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)Mohonlah petunjuk dan hidayah Allah supaya di tunjuki jalan yang di redhai Allah.

Wa’Aafinii (sihatkan aku)
Mohonlah kesihatan supaya kita dapat beribadah.

Wa’fuannii (maafkan aku)Mohon keampunan dari Allah setiap masa.

random pics...Jin, Pi, Ryo, Kame...

2010-11-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

random pics...Jin, Pi, Ryo, Kame...

life is always fair...it'll never been unfair...i believe...

2010-10-31T21:31:00.003+08:00

look at me....im not perfect and i am nobody...but who are you to judge me???...

i know that im sarcastic but hey, have i really said like this:

1. eww, u have that somewhat lesions on ur skin...yuck!!!

2. gosh, u're fat...(*can smile some more*)

3. which guys would like you? unlucky guy

HAVE I? HAVE I EVER BLURT OUT THOSE WORDS FROM MY MOUTH???

NOOOO, I NEVER SAY those words...

although im sarcastic, i will never said those words....

because God made me this way, and im very thankful that i still have all my senses....

im thankful that i lived in a peaceful country...

im thankful that i have families and relatives....

im thankful that i can eat happily without worries....

im thankful for everything that God gave me....

altho i have thyrotoxicosis, very bad allergic reaction, poor vision, large body structures (genetic), overweight, ugly....

but still, i can walk, i can talk, i can eat, i can smile, i can pray, and i still can do many things....

GOD, i believe in You, the one Who will judge everyones' words....and there comes Qisas aka "Karma"...i believe in that....

my heart ache and its really hard to bear it sometimes....say what u want, i'll bear it with smiles....not that i agree but with faith that God made our life as fair and square, no matter when and where, it'll happened....

Thank You Allah...

IMPORTANT!! Johnny's International.

2010-10-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT!! Johnny's International.

10.10.30 Jin's comments about the America tour

2010-10-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

10.10.30 Jin's comments about the America tour

Download Music Samples Yellow Gold, A Page, and MyMp3

2010-10-24T11:29:00.002+08:00

@my live journal

Source: jinakanishi

Spending spree....

2010-10-21T23:13:00.003+08:00

What have i been doing in these 2 days??? apart from attending bed-side teachings and seminar, i went out and spent money on cosmetics and facial and skin care...i shud stop dis habit...

yesterday, me and my mom bought 2-way cake, opening act and foundation from Stage...we have our own each..but my mom got her lipstick and i didnt...but i bought Avene product as well as my skin is hypersensitive....i just love the thermal spring...after spending so much on it, ive entitled to be Stage member and got free one beauty make-over, but i wonder when can i use it anyway....

so, my mom went back home to Miri today, so i went to stage again and bought her two eye shadows and a birthday card for her upcoming birthday...shhhhhhhhhhhhh....

and at the same time, i bought a natural jelly puff for facial care from nature republic which i think is really good...becoz my face felt so clean after using it....long day ahead...havent study for 2moro.....sayonara....

recent events...

2010-10-18T17:27:00.004+08:00

today, my auntie had her second trip for Hajj....so lucky, she was sponsored by the government to work there during the Hajj...she's a nurse btw....

and 2 days ago, my uncle admitted to the hospital due to heart failure..which was critical, but im happy that he was transferred to the medical ward from the cardiac care unit which means, his condition has getting better...im visiting him tonite with my friend, and of course, i'll buy slurpee on my way back home...

today, ive seen a patient with liver cirrhosis secondary to hepatitis B viral infection...erms, it is quite depressing for him...he asked..."doctor, i want to ask sumthin'....what do you want??"...and the specialist who was with us could not get it at all, and so do i...

"what do you want doctor?" he repeated again..."whenever i came to the emergency department, doctors will ask me, "WHY DO YOU COME HERE??", so, what do doctors want???what is the leading question??what do you want??"....and im starting to feel guilty about it....the specialist explained "actually, the doctors asked you, what is your problem that made you came to the hospital..."...then, he answered..."okay, then, that is the leading question...."....pity him a lot...i admit, a lot of doctors out there (not to say all of them) are rude to the patients especially when they're tired....i hope im not one of them....

and..i got an account in Tumblr.... which is HERE

la la la la la...buhbye...

Maher zain...

2010-10-14T19:44:00.003+08:00

ive got a copy of Maher Zain CD oredy...im so happy..ive been waiting for 3 days, and at last, i got it....Alhamdulillah....there are 14 songs in it...my fav would be Insha Allah, Open Your Eyes ad Awaken....

FOR ALL THE MUSLIMS out there, why dont u buy a copy too??....once in a while, not always right? ive been spending a lot for shoes, handphones, bags, cosmetics, fragrance, and food....so, i thought, why cant i bought a copy?...of course i can download it from the internet but, it's better if i buy the CD...i hope u think the same way too....amin.....

salam...

what's wrong of being fat?

2010-10-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

slender or skinny people wont understand until they experienced it themselves.. criticizes and jokes can be fun, but sometimes it does shoot at the wrong place...for long, i believe in "karma"....

i prefer not to say anything, or just pretending im having fun as well...whether im depressed or not, sad or not, hurt or not...only God knows...and only He can change everything...that i believe....

sometimes, people said they're fat coz they eat a lot....FYI, it depends...have u heard of genetics can predispose to obesity? or metabolism or certain diseases can cause it too....so, why bother about one's life??...stop joking here and there about one's sizes...don't stop when its too late...life may be short but nothing is impossible....

Blogging

2010-09-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

a friend randomly asked in FB who has a blog, and thus, ring a bell on me...yeah, i do have a blog and i havent update it for quite a period of time, even my cbox has been expired..

my recent updates wud b:

1. weight gain

2. im in final year

3. hair has been growing longer...(jz realize this morning)

4. addicted to a song called "ai no katamari" by kinki kids but i love it when akanishi n ryo sang it..

pliz listen to it: ai no katamari (ryojin)

5. my phone shows tantrum on me

6. more problems flood my mind

7. lost contact with jawsee.. how is she?

thats ol for today...arigato!

2010-01-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

ive been hanging out everyday since thusday..means dat ive wasted tons of money, didnt mentioned bout the gas yet...today, ive watched "adnan sempit" at the cinema.. from my deep and honest thought, this is the only malay movie dat i like other than P.Ramlee's collections...ive LOL and cant hold it or i'll burst my stomach...for anyone who havent watch it, pliz do so!!!...

this weekend, i was attached to one of a private clinic somewhere in Kuching area...ive gained tremendous experiences, the doc I-C is very kind and generous, he prepared breakfast and shared priceless knowledges with me and my colleague...im very much enjoying it..

today, ive seen how acupuncture was done...whoaaa, im in a euphoric state when talking bout it...it is such a good or; may be an excellent method used in health care settings nowaday...by poking a needle or more, u can relief ur pain, this kind of pain management is very effective rather than relying on drugs medication...herms, it's just an opinion though....

2010-01-23T18:51:00.003+08:00

whoaaaa...it's 2010....i've been travelling here and there due to my attachment....been in Sibu for about 2 months since october and just went back from serian this thursday....

what am i doin there?????...community posting in sibu, attached at the polyclinics there, doing research at the long house and of course, wasting my time on bed and watching movies and dramas almost all days...it's fun, i mean a remarkable experience for doing research in the longhouse, got a lot of experiences and friends.....

pictures.....

i duno wat izit called, but they played it quite a lot especially around the intervention week...

Colouring contest organized by us to the kids in the long house...

The chaotic preparation a day before the intervention day...This pic was taken at the "ruai"...

my dear friends from Rumah Juntan....miss them a lot...evita, gabriel, claudia and others...

This is a very tricky, small, dangerous bridge ive ever walked on...scares me a lot, i screamed out loud...too loud until the kids laugh at me...

2009-08-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

i am so sleepy and i havent update my blog for such a long time...

ive been busy lately...walking to the hospital everyday...bed side teaching, clinic and seminar everyday..and go back to hostel every evening...ive been so tired that i decided not to walk to the hospital since its getting hotter in Kuching, and ever since there's no rain and the atmosphere is so hazy...i really need to get a massage i guess...it's really hot...stupid for those who burns anything at this period...maybe they're too short that their brain is at the bottom...arghhhhhhhh

im now doin my ophthalmology posting...i got exam next week and im presenting case tomorrow but all im doing now is playing game at facebook...except for writing this blog as my brain is straining in this hot ambience ...im so thirsty that i think ive been gulping litres of drink...

herms....there's cases of death due to h1n1 in kuching....but im not using any mask...thats so bad...there's short of masks in the hospital...maybe too many people are taking it...who knows.....

i want to go home...these 2 months...ive been watching too much movies...

angels and demons, 17 again, legally blond 3, fired up, monster vs aliens, get smart, skrip 7707, jgn pandang belakang congkak, transformers, harry potter, obsessed and last night i watched GI joe at the cinema...and i duno wat other movies ive watched...im in boredom...now im waiting for other movies....on the list...final destination 4, orphan, and setem...i want to watch the proposal but IZAN said its stereotype..IZAN MADAH

now, im waiting to go out with izan yang ngegeh, fiqah and joce...but i duno if im able to hang out with joce...ermsss...

i want to take shower...its damn hot...

2009-05-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

this week was the end of my second week in year 4...herm..well, i have problem with year 4...im scared...yes, im scared...at first i thought that year 3 is the toughest, malignant year of all...but its not...i duno how am i goin to get thru this...2 case reports of post mortem, i dun even know where's the mortuary at SGH, i dun even know if there is any post mortem and i dun even know either ive prepare for this or not...the word "mortuary" scares me a lot, and yet POST MORTEM..i remember that everytime i passed by the mortuary in Sibu Hospital, i'll speed up...i duno how, n i duno how am i going to react later...2 case reports means 2 post mortem before october...gosh, june is coming soon...
thats not all, 2 case reports, 2 case presentations of patients in the psychiatric hospital...i went there yesterday, visiting forensic ward scares me a lot..they have murdered people...their eyes, their glances...freaks me out..
one of them came to me, shook my hand and introduced herself...asking if i knew the girl she told me...i jz kept smiling and duno wat to do...my heart beat accelerates and ive palpitate but i didnt sweat...haha...ive seen a lot of behaviour and weird actions..but mind u, some of them are educated people and some of them have past unpleasant memories..pity them a lot..most of them are chinese, i mean majority of them...they r a lot of them...psychiatric is developing especially in developing country...its really important..they really need psychiatrist to help them have good insight and have a normal life...

2009-05-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

This is the award i received from my very very good friend, Syarul Azren...makseh Syarul n sori sbb tak perasan post ni...^^...

so, im going to give this award to my friends who are also part time bloggers like me....haha

1. Gladys Teo
ive known this girl 15 years ago when i was in primary one...she my best friend during that time...we have shared happy moments like running to the canteen during recess...haha..but unfortunately, ive moved to Seremban by the end of 1996 where i need to tell her a goodbye...i still kept a clay made rabbit that she gave me...i duno if she still remember this but its still in my drawer in my room back in miri...then, in 2006 we've met again by friendster...haha..and she brought me out..my first impression of her after being separated for nearly 12years at dat tym was...she doesnt change much...haha..anyway...i enjoyed the time i spent with her...

2. Syarul Azren
i wont be able to meet this cool girl if i wasnt destined to transfer to Seremban long tym ago...we met when we're 13 years old...lame tuh syarul...nearly 10 years ago..wow...time passed by so fast...haha...we were good friends...we're in the same class and we always rushed to the canteen to buy foods during recess. and then we'll stand at one spot and talk n talk n talk..i remember the time we played this card game called SNAP with bunch of our friends..haha..but by the end of the year, i moved back to kuching and b4 dat, we went out together at terminal one...i was sad cause one of our friend cant make it to the meeting, our last meeting..i miss you all..and syarul, terharu aku kau menangis...aku tak tawu..:((...after that, i owez called this gurl and we're owez exchanged kad raya..hehe...but then suddenly, we lost contact and thanx to friendster..we're keep in touch...muahhhhhhh....

3. Nur Afiqah
when i moved back to kuching, i went into this high school of kolej Abdillah...and afiqah was the one who approached me first...kan2??..hehe..we're closed to each other that we sat next to each other in school, everywhere together2...but we hv this opposite point of views where she support this leader, and i support the other leader during dat time...i mean in politics...then, i love BSB and she loves Westlife...we argued a lot in dat but we're still friends altho sumtyms we make faces..hahaha...but then, one day, my father decided to move to miri so suddenly dat i wasnt able to tell her at all..i remember dat she was kinda mad at me..she knew in thru one of my relative..enel..but then, we still keep in touch...we talked in the phone a lot...until she moved to India where to dun hv that much opportunity to talk..but we chat a lot dont we???..hehe...people said we're both look alike...ya ka?i mean in term of the way we talk n laugh...we're Bestfriends right??..hehe...love u...n miz u...

4. Joceline Tay
when i moved to miri, i met this pretty girl who was sitting at the end of corner and i dun remember how we become friends...joceline or jaws...hehe...she's the cleverest gurl in the school and she very hardworking and she can be panicked easily...she's careless..haha...she loss a lot of stuff at school but then that what unique about her...she's bright like a shining star...im proud of her and i miss her a lot...GOODLUCK for ur coming exams...u'll be doing great...when we met each other, we will watch movies together, and i remember b4 she went to Japan, we watched movies at my house and we slept...and then u came to kuching and lived in my hostel room for a night...and watched a boring movie that she bought...across the universe..hehe..she loves reading and i jz duno wat to say...pretty+nice+clever+hardworking=joceline...^^

5. Izan Othman aka cacing
this gurl i met in matriculation...she's very tall and hawt...haha..almost every guys like her bcz she looks like a model...and also have this catwalk...haha.there's this guy suddenly took pic of her and i grabbed my phone and do the same to dat guy..she's really angry..me too..mahal gambar izan tok..haha..i think she slept almost a month wit me during matric time...and we owez study together and went out together...and i hate her frog...the soft toy...ajeego??alfreggo?i dun remember..she loves that weird creature so much...and i remember the time when we study together till late at nite and afraid to go back to our own rum...and there's this incident when her rum8 fang2 suddenly collapsed and we're like.....WHOAAAAA....hahaha...we've a lot of pics together and im wishin the very best of luck to her...misss uuuuu...

6. Nurhan aka Belut
nohunt was my ex rum8 when im in matric and i think weve only known each other for a month plus...but then, there's a lot of memories with her...she cant stand cold...everyone wants the fan to be switched on except for her...if not, she'll get flue...there's one time when i woke up and realize she's sleeping right next to my bed on the floor...haha...and she have this very antique phone and the phone was like being glued to her...hahaha...she's hawt too..lots of secret admirers...she's in german now and having fun and im stucked here...aaaaa...

7. Farhan Darin
this guy is so funny and friendly...we're sit together in lecture hall in matric and been going out together once...cant stop laughing whenever u're around this guy...i miss his jokes and the ambience whenever he's around...kelak kita jumpa ohh..congrats sik lamak sik grads....

2009-05-21T21:25:00.005+08:00

tagged by Nur Afiqah....

Award rules :1. Insert this badge or the pic above to inform u have been awarded.

2. Make sure u take the pic n said it is from.

3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.

4. You should choose

5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you) and tell their names in your blog5. Dont forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !!!

Awarded by:
Nur Afiqah aka Venusia

10 facts about me:
1.i love my life and i thanked Him for giving me this such wonderful life...
2.i love my family so much...
3.im the youngest in the family...
4.i loves eating and foods...
5.loves to make friends...and i love my frens..and most of them are overseas and im here stuck in this hole all alone...
6. loves perfumes, handbags, and clothes line from voir jeans...
7.im straight, straight forward and proud to be one..
8.im single..haha..and im comfortable wif it...
9.im talkative...
10.i hate driving...and im a bad pianist..
11.on the phone wit my mom everyday...
12.loves technology and loves spending money...haha

Nak tagged:
1.joceline
2. syarul
3.izan aka cacing
4.nohunt aka belut
5. Farhan
6.gladys teo

2009-05-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

helo...now m at hostel in kuching and sadly, the room provided is for temporary only...i cant unpack my stuff till then...2moro, will be my first day of 4th year in meds skol..wish me luck..i feel so tired and sleepy now...

last nite, ive watched akademi fantasia 7 at my granny's house...im so glad that hafiz won the first prize..i vote for him last nite and wore an AFUNDI HAFIZ tee...haha..

gosh im so sleepy, cya 2moro..insyaAllah...nite2

2009-05-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

its my last night at home...2moro im heading back to kuching...it wont be a pleasant trip for 2moro coz i dun like being far from home...last night ive booked a flight to KL for March next year...i know its early, but i want a cheap fare..haha..i'll be going there for 5 weeks...i havent decide yet on which hospital m goin to do my elective posting but i jz booked the ticket in case m doin there...i want to go to manchester or tokyo or melbourne...my my dad doesnt like the idea...even to go to KL takes me quite a time for his approval...

erm, this afternoon, ive watched air crash investigation which is one of my fav tv programs..i think todays episode was the worse instead...its a mid-air collision causing the explosion of two aeroplanes..according to a witness, the conflagration was so terrifying that she tot it was an enormous storm...but it isnt...she owned a school for handicapped children and the school was built on a vast land in the outskirt of Germany...and wat happened was that she was shocked to find out that around 28 dead bodies of children scattering around the school compound after the catastrophe..FYI, most of the passenger in one of the plane were schoolchildren heading to a resort as their prize of winning a competition..besides that, an architect loss his wife, a son and a daughter..wat sad about it is that he was the first victims family to arrive at the scene and he persist to join the team to search for the dead bodies...he found a pearl necklace which was his daughter's and found her not far from that...his daughter's body are entirely in perfect condition except for few bruises as compared to others who are mostly burned or scattered..but sadly, he was unable to search his wife and son..
ive searched on the net and here's the link for more info...

Bashkirian Airlines Flight 2937 & DHL Flight 611 mid-air collision

lets stop talking bout it as im goin to kuching on a flight tomorrow...haha...wish me the very best of luck for my new study year...peace...

2009-05-13T12:59:00.003+08:00

i havent sleep since yesterday...after the dawn prayer, i took a shower, dressed up, went out servicing my bro's car, ate fried rice with lemon chicken, bought egg tart and pineapple cheese pie, bought 4 scarfs and a night gown, went to oum to pay my bro's fees, went home and waited for postmen to come, renew my driving license and payed my bro's road tax...now im tired...but then online to register my bro's new sem...erghhh...tired and sleepy..

2009-05-12T23:39:00.003+08:00

How did i spent my 25days of holiday???

i think in one whole week of time were spent for me to have a nice sleep...",
an estimation of 5 days for me to get online
less than a day in shopping complexes
few days in my bro's home in bintulu doin nuthin, reading
few days were spent to watch tv
and another 5 unknown days to come b4 startin my next step of becoming a ******...wish me the very best of luck....

1. wat did i do in my sleep??
Basically, when someone is asleep, they're unconscious...basic science!!!..haha...kidding...i have a lot of weird dreams...

2. Online...

wat did i do first, youtube...search for yamapi and browse for comments on my videos, if there's any...
then, i'll check my facebook...add me...add me!!
next, is of course...checking my livejournal...checkin out the latest news of NeWs and Yamapi as well as Yamapi's nikki
dats ol i guess...lastly i'll create post in my blog...^^..

3. in the shopping complex...

in Miri, i mean my first step to a shopping complex in Miri is Boulevard...where i bought an Emilio Valentino purse...like it but its too big and im planning to search for a new one 2moro...
i went to imperial mall, but i dun buy anythin there, then, i went to servay supermarket where i bought a very cute, colourful blanket...and a winnie the pooh comforter for my auntie in kuching..
i did went to bintang, where i ate pizza with my mum but didnt manage to buy anythin there...planning to buy a new perfume by gucci (flora)...ermmm...
Then, in Bintulu...in a shopping complex called new world, i bought a Louis Vuitton hand bag which i adore a lot...haha...and i bought a pair of shoes...

4. bintulu..

a lot had happened here, the most touching moment was watching a dog died of starvation and dehydatrion in a neighbour house who was not at home...im trying to give him a drink but it's out of reach, i tried to gv him food to eat but cant reach him...he was died one day later after barking loudly, the chest was moving up and down in an allegro pace, he was unable to get up...i felt like i wanted to jump into that house and save him, but i dun want to be charged for trespassing in a police house...yes, the house is owned by a policemen...poor dog...he suffered a lot..
then, the dog next door...same case, i gave him food coz the so-called "master" does not gv him food on tym, or sumtimes NONE...i duno y these people are sooooo opportunist towards this animal, taking advantage as they can protect the house from burglars, but not giving them food???what's up with that??i think their brains are at the bottom, way belowww thus, they have no sense of humanity toward animals...
wat else did i do in Bintulu, watching E! channel over and over again...hollywood...*sigh*...
then, i think i cooked a lot there...and it's so hot there
my ex is in Bintulu, and he's engaged now with his lover and they'll getting married by the end of this year...wishing them the best of marriage life and get thru all obstacles easily...

5. tv...

ive watched air crash investigation on NG channel everyday, early edition tv series, E! channel, 8tv, axn, AF and so on...bla bla bla

6. 5 days to come...
i want to shop and shop and shop....

it's sumthin dat i got from fb...about my bloodgroup...bling,bling...reminisce of koi no ABO song by NeWs...

i'm copying it...i'll put the quotes...and i'll highlight wat i think is true bout me...which i think...

"Basic behavior :

Cannot take orders easily (u can count on me,jz gv the orders and i'll get things done ASAP, unless i hate u)
Make decisions fast
Can be flexible
Do not care about rules (i do care bout rules and i never break any unless if im so angry)

Tolerance :

Maintain the longest interest in what they do (no, im not)
Seem impatient
Dislike repetitious work (i can do repetitious work, besides, it'll get easier as time goes by)

How do you see your future and past ?

Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories (so true.....)

How do you express your emotions ?

Expressive
Cool and objective
Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy
Change moods like the weather
Cannot stop complaining when they are upset"

i would like to paste on the lyrics, i mean the translation of Koi no ABO song by NeWs which hit 1st place in the oricon chart in Japan at this time...great song, catchy...here's the youtube link: Koi No ABO

NewS - Koi no ABO (Love's ABO)

You guys, what's your blood type?

Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO

Hey! A
Believer of formalities
Hey! B
Leader of my pace
You'll think that fortune telling which talks about your affinity is wrong
You'll just take it as it is, isn't it?

Hey! O
Romanticist leader

Producer who acts tough but is a softie
Everyone have things that they're good in
and things that they're bad in, isn't it?

Bump with those pop hip,let's dance.
Bump with the hit song, let's get high with it
Such a cute smile [Are they talking bout massu??](massu is one of the group members who have such a cute smile..:))
Go up the stage

If you want to fall in love, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Destiny is fever
If you want to believe, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Importance of feeling
Pour everything out and
Go fall in love

Hey! O
Pride's like Everest
Hey! B
Just like **Jekyll Hyde (still remember a novel called Dr.Jeckyl and Mr.Hyde?? i remember reading it in for english literature in high school)
You'll think that fortune telling which talks about your affinity is wrong
You'll just take it as it is, isn't it?

Hey! A
The shy lawyer [Shige...?](Shige is also one of the group members who's taking law course in Japan)
AB
Unique dreamer
Everyone have things that they're good in
and things that they're bad in, isn't it?
Bump with your hot touch, give out hugs
Bump with those rich lips ( *-* )
Reverse it
Even if you realized it, dance
Go up the stage.

If you want to fall in love, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Destiny is funky
If you want to feel it, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Falling completely
Pour everything out and
Go fall in love

With the shadows moving,
The two person who gazed at each other,
If you managed to hug,
This is the love of ABO

If you want to fall in love, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Destiny is fever
If you want to believe, that's good isn't it
Hot,Hot Hot
Importance of feeling
Pour everything out and
Fall in love

Fall in love, Fall in love,
Love of ABO

Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO
Come over love, Love's ABO

2009-04-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

i would like to congratulate my comrades, my coursemates, my friends etc for their achievements in the 5th Inter-Medical School Physiology Quiz 2007 ...

i know it was like ages ago...and from my point of views....im quite unhappy that no one really knows bout the results...i duno why...maybe because its universiti malaysia sawrawak (UNIMAS) that won the first and second prize...and for the first time in history, the other uni dat owez won for consecutive years have failed even for the finals...once again...CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEAR FRIENDS...

for further informations, 20 universities have participated in this quiz including

National Cheng Kung University ( NCKU 2 teams)

International Medical University (IMU)

Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM)

Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM 2 teams)

Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (Unimas 2 teams)

Universiti Malaysia Sabah (UMS 2teams)

Universiti Malaya (UM)

Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia (USIM)

Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM)

Chinese Universiti of Hong Kong (CUHK)

Malaka-Manipal Medical College (MMMC)

Asian Institute of Medicine Science and Technology (AMIST)

National University of Singapore (NUS)

Universiti Brunei Darulssalam (UBD)

International Islamic Universiti of Malaysia (IIUM 2 teams)

2009-01-31T00:46:00.014+08:00

This will be my last post for one or two months starting from tomoro...since, im goin bek to cbu tomoro...aishhhh....boring...

today, i went for shopping ol day long....
here's the topics of the day.....

After raining phenomenon.....

ehem...ehem....salam...what is rain?.....rain is water....water falling from the sky...or in japanese, ame from sora...hahaha...this is the simplest definition dat u can tell to ur kids or little children anywhere around the world...for scientific explanation, u can read in ur science textbook...

in Miri, it keeps on raining...so, i took some pics of after rain phenomenon...kacha,kacha...

the next topic is about my bestie in oyama, japan...

this gurl...her name is joceline...dat day, i dun remember when...not long tym ago...she went to korea...and dat, she bought dis postcard and posted it to me...im so happy...truly happy...shiawase ne....it's becz...she owez sent me letters n stuff...xoxo...so, she wrote there..."let's work hard together..."..yosh, gambarou ne, joceline!!!...GOODLUCK IN YOUR COMING EXAM....AIM FOR TOUDAI UNIIIIIII....

and so, there's a request from her..to post my pic...joce, since u miss me so much...i'll post my pic here ne...koff..koff..koff..it was taken after the raining phenomenon..haha

then, the next topic isss......MCHC, Sibu....

i went there for o&g posting and got the chance to take a picture...hahaha......

i guess...dats ol for now...im going bek to sibu 2moro...my flight is at 13.30...i think...boring2...no internet connection...how am i suppose to update my blog again...i'll be bek for sure...

2009-01-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm in my room now at home, lazing around and jz done publishing my post bout yamapi while chatting with piqah in India and wani in Indonesia...suddenly, the connection in Indonesia was bad and that piqah need to go to the library to study...so, i wandering around reading Joce's older posts in her blog..lots of pictures posted...i guess she's having fun there..p/s for joce: if u spotted yamapi there in Japan, make sure you dun try to kacau him ok??...haha... since accidently i saw this q&a in joce's page...i think i'l give it a try too...here it goes....

1. Do you believe in ‘if you love a person, set him/he free’?
Yes..sometimes, we need to do sacrifices..but im the type who'll fight till the end, but if he doesn't want too, then, i'll set him free...life isn't owez on ur side...

2. Your dream wedding?
Anywhere actually, as long as the person who'll i marry is a nice, cool, kind hearted guy...

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Makkah, to do my hajj...then i want to go to Syria, Iran and Egypt to see all the ancient history and leftover there mentioned in the Quran...then i want to go to Japan and Paris...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To go to heaven of course...

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
ek...of course there are...believe??

6. What will make you twirl in your room and roll on your bed and break out in scream or laughter?
Erm...if i get to see yamapi i think...haha

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate it to those who need it...then i'll take a bit to put in my ASB, then i'll take a bit to give it to my mommy and daddy, then i'll take a bit to buy the tickets for all my family to go to Makkah, the i'll take a bit to buy stuffs that my family and i want most...

8. What is your ultimate goal in life
erm...to be able to be a good doctor and to buy big house and ask my parents to live with me..

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
noooooooooooooooooooooo......................

10. What is the stupidest (serious) thing you have ever done?
To listen to a medical assistant at the A&E department to see a 6 year old dead body which i dun know a dead body was behind that curtain...erghhhhhhhhhhh..........

11. Which type of cars do u love the most?

A car with manual gear so i can feel the flow and the power of the car.....i dun like saloon type of car...i like to drive a small car like Kancil and a big car like Pajero...dats better...

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
XOXO....loves....

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you, point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
if it's really my faults, then it's better to tell me...straightforward babe....haha

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Islam...Family...Friends...

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
if i do have money...im a shopaholic...but i dun like debts...so, i wont shop if i dun hv money...

16. What do you like about yourself?
straightforward and fight for the truth...no matter wat...

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my laziness....

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
when i eat too much, and then realized that i put on weight...haha...and when my parents scolded me...

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
yesssssss.............can we??...que sera sera, watever will be, will be, life is not ours to see, que sera sera, wat will be, will be...

20. What’s the best way to die in your opinion?
Die with faith and Iman......

2009-01-28T21:37:00.014+08:00

YAMASHITA TOMOHISA ............

No.1 celeb in Japan under 30 y/o....2008...

from Nikkei magazine...i dun remember...

Yamapi's dramas which i think you should watch...

1. Code Blue..(for those who're studying medicine or any medical staff or anyone out there, i think it's an eye opener..this drama is not about lovey dovey couple...but its about how a person's view can change when dealing with people's lives...i think somewhere, at some places, it does occur...and it's a message for those people out there, to see how the doctors struggle to save lives and make decisions for the everyones' good...)...*Code Blue SP has jz been released in Jan 10,09*

2. Nobuta wo Produce..(i can say that this drama is fun...i mean, its fun to watch...it's mainly about friends...about how a friend shall do anything and make sacrifices in order to keep his/her friendship alive....the setting is mainly at school)

3. Kurosagi...( i like this drama a lot...ive been watching it for 3 times in a row...its about revenge...like urban legend or something...there's funny scenes and lots of disguise...i loved it...the tactic and ways to swindle...haha...but homoshiroi ne...)...*Kurosagi SP was released in March 2008*...

4. Proposal Daisakusen...(what can i say about this drama...it's like back to the future...about how a guy regret that he was not able to confess to a girl dat he likes for such a long tym...i mean, this is a good drama for guys who're a bit "egoistic" or shy shy cat...haha..yasashi ne...)...*Proposal Daisakusen SP was released on 25th March 2008 (my birthday...^^)*

5. Stand Up...(along with Ninomiya-san from Arashi, yamapi act in this drama...its a drama about how 4 youngsters, i mean high school students struggle to throw away their virginity..and how their parents struggle to keep an eye towards their children...haha...its a funny movie yooo...fun to watch...no xxx stuff want...but need to be open minded...cause, i found out, some of my friends cant accept it...haha...but actually, the moral of the story is to give message for those people out there that there are many disadvantages of having sex at early age ne....)...

6. Dragon Zakura...(this drama is good for those who will sit for their entrance exam to university....its about how a lawyer change a so-called "stupid school(sori for the offensive words, but it is the character of the school in the drama)" to a well-known school by helping 5 chosen students to be able to study in Tokyo University...there are lots of tricks and tactics used to boost up their brain power...haha...tanoshi...)...

i think thats the best drama ive watched so far...however, there are other yamapi's dramas such as kabachitare, ikeburo west gate park, lunch queen, ppoi, long love letter and Sore wa, Totsuzen, Arashi no you ni...but its all the dramas when yamapi was so young...i like ppoi ne...yamapi is so kawaii in it....

and Yamapi is also in a J-pop group called NeWs...where the other members are Nishikido Ryo, Koyama Keiichiro, Kato Shigeaki, Tegoshi Yuya and Masuda Takahisa....Here are the pics..

2009-01-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

tagged by joce.....

(i)Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 2330
Name : Asyilah
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 40
Height : 158 cm
Where do you live : currently??...Sibu

Have you ever fallen asleep at school: alwayssss.....
Broken someone's heart : i think so...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yes...

Who was were the last person you danced with : nattie, cinchick, bimbo and salwa...in matric..
Last made you smile: yamapiiii....
You last yelled at : my bro...i think...

Random
Do you like your hand-writing: no...not neat 8 ol
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parents or my bro's bed
Are you a friendly person : i think i am...
Do you have any pets : nope..i want to have a cat..
What are you doing right now : answering your questions...
Can you handle the truth: yes....i'll try my very best...
Are you closer to your mother or father: both...
Do you eat healthy: erm...no...im trying to cut down the amount of rice i ate and im trying not to eat meat at the mo...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my mom...my friends..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
i was 11 or 12....erm...ive been doin a lot of stuff thru out dat year..

5 places I am living in ( places I've lived in since i was born till current)
(1) Kuching

(2) Seremban

(3) Miri

(4) Labuan

(5) Sibu

5 people I tag

ess

afiqah

izan

fitri

anyone else

(ii)
1. The person who last tag you is:
joceline tay lee ling....eat u eat u....

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
besties

3. Your five impression of him/her:
pretty, easy to be bullied(kahkahkah)which means she's nice,can go crazy anytimes, cheerful, super genius...

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
many many many.....even when she called me from japan...dat can be the most memorable things she's ever done...miss u....

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
ahh...i know dat one...huhu...cant tell u...

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
xoxo

7. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
tell her this..."let's become friends"...

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
she stole my yamapi...huahua...no lah...i dun wan to be her enemy...

9. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is..
meet her and hug her....when was the last tym we met joce?...erm...last year i guess...a year ago??...

10. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Pretty young lady with lots of secret admirers....

11. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
so far...people said im crazy or a freak or this Malay saying,"otak sik centre"...oh...recently, people said im straightforward...yes, i am..and im proud to be one...haha

12. The characters you love of yourself are:
straightforward and fight for the truth...

13. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
erm...emo and slob...haha

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
a good daughter, a good friend and a good partner...

15. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:

anyone....

2009-01-26T22:55:00.011+08:00

ALOHAAAAAAAAAAA...............

It has been a long tym since ive updated my blog...there's no phone connection in sibu...now im in miri for my cny holidays...huhu...

erm..in sibu ive been to some nice places to eat...huhu..

at first, i went to this sushi restaurant in which i dun remember it's name..it's located Sing Kwong shopping complex in Sibu..it's nice and not that expensive....

i duno the name of this set but its around RM16+ per plate...

Both of these were about RM6+...cheap..cheap..

This set is kodomo set...for kids i think, well, rom its name..but dats a lot for a person....i dun remember how much izit including drinks but i think its around RM10...well, overall, i think its cheap and affordable...u can try it..its nice...

and then, few days after dat..i went to this restaurant called Red Carrot...it's kinda like exclusive looking restaurant but the prices are cheap and worthy...it's yummy and the juices are nice....this place is near Delta Mall in Sibu, above Sugarbun restaurant...GO! GO!

and this one below....my lovey dovey perfume which i jz bought it tonite...i love perfume....this is my fourth collection of perfumes....DOLCE & GABBANA l'eau the one....it took me nearly an hour to choose it...it has the light, sweet but nice smell...not too strong and not too soft...just nice...it cost me RM239 for 50ml...my latest craze...parfumssssssss..............

2008-09-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm NOW in SIBU...

i havent updated my blog since then..no internet in my hostel..lousy i guess...celcom broadband???...99 per month..need to think twice bout that..now im at home for hari raya..

wat i can say bout Sibu...it's a boring place i guess..( no offense to those from sibu)...maybe im so lonely over there that i dun want to spend one more year there..i hope i cud pass my year 3 session with flying colours...

wat am i doin in sibu..goin to the hospital everyday and clerk patients..attend the bed side teachings by the doctors as well as goin to the clinic and emergency department...now, ive been in sibu for 3 months oredi...cant believe my eyes that tym has passed that much...

im happy now that ive oredi passed my surgery posting..now im in the medicine posting..its kinda hard actually to adjust myself to the new environment with the staffs and the ward...

wat i like most is in the accident n emergency department (A&E)..ive gained a lot of experience over there so far...riding on ambulance, suturing, inserting catheters, nasogastric tubes, setiing iv line, ecg, and others...but all in all, the most shocking moment was a few days ago when a little boy was hit by a car and died on the spot...i saw his body and i cant make myself to forget him..pity him a lot...i also enjoyed making friends with those staff,,,the MAs' and nurses as well as the patients and their relatives...

erm....sumthin struck me these few days...and do not noe wat izit....let it be...

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL SELAMAT HARI RAYA AND MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...

2008-06-19T21:52:00.002+08:00

i've been in kuching for 2 weeks oredi and i seriously dun realize dat tym has passed dis fast...STRESS AND DEPRESSION r the topics dat i want to jot down here...

CHIEF COMPLAINT:
STRESS because class starts at 8am til 5-5.30 pm everyday wit only 1-2 hours break ladened wit continuous lectures and bedside teaching plus demonstrations....STRESS because there are exams next thursday and friday where all the things dat we've learnt will be asked...STRESS because we'll be going to sibu by bus 15 minutes after the exam in wic the journey will took for about 6-7hours...STRESS because there are too many strict lecturers who wanted us to read the textbooks word by word and page by page and memorize it...hundreds of pages...

DEPRESS because the lecturers scolded us when we cant answer his/her questions...by calling us dump, stupid etc... DEPRESS because i dun hv enough sleep and i havent study much because im stress wic in turn makes me more stress and depress...

INVESTIGATION:
did i make a bad decision when i decided to take this medical program???....."doctors have license to kill" is wat they say...

DIAGNOSIS:
this makes me more unconfident wit myself since i realized dat my job one day is dealing wit people's life...

COMPLICATIONS:
this self-contradiction makes me become aggressive and emotional towards my classmate...im so grumpy and i get mad easily...ive never scold anyone so bad but i oredi did few days ago, ive never said bad words towards people (unless if its my bro) but i did it few days ago...i duno wat is wrong wit me....:(

long post

2008-06-04T23:07:00.012+08:00

THIS WILL BE A VERY LONG POST.........HUAHUA!!!

it has been a while dat i havent update my blog..dakara, i'll jot down a lot of incidences dat happened in d tym being...

first, i passed my professional exam 1...huahua...i got B, the dean told me..n im hepi...actually, soon after the exam, im under a lot of pressure...research elective...i need to do the thesis, editing it, print it and a lot more..then, i had to do the poster, and prepare for the presentation...Alhamdulillah, everything's over now..during dat period of tym, i began 2 know clearly who r friends and who arent...it really opened my eyes dat they r a lot of opportunist, hypocrites, and irresponsible person in dis world...i duno if they r stupid (sorry) or ignorant or HON-toni bakaroyou!!!!!!!!!!!...Saite!!...then, i met my long last best friend dat ive known for more than half of my life now... we're friends since around 15 years ago...she's 4 years older than me...her name is ESS...i cant believe dat she's married for 2 years oredi.we've lost contact for around 6 years...im hepi dat i met her again...and i miss her..and im sad dat she'll move to Putra Jaya next month...

after finishing the research project, i went home in Miri...i had 2 pay my sleep debt..but it turned out to b more than enuf..i ate a lot...and i spent money a lottttttt.........arghhhhhhhhhh...the first thing i bought was a 7.2mp digicam...seriously, im not a fan of cameras..i dun use it often...the reason i bought it was bcz dat nite, my bro had his convo at d Imperial Hotel...my family seldom took pics..so, we have dis old fashioned cam...dats y i bought the cam...talking bout convo, im proud of my bro...he's now a degree holder in electrical engineering..CONGRATULATIONS!!!...

oh ya, on the same day of the convo, it's my dads b-day...i bought him a very expensive mug and ferrero rochers choc...but then, he asked me, "how much is this mug cost u?rm2?"..urghh..i noe he's hepi receiving it btw....i gave my mom a mother's day card and fererro rocher 2 days earlier..hoho...she jz said thanx..but m so hepi...then i bought another present for my mom and dad..a handbag for my mom and a watch for my dad...i felt so hepi dat i vow to myself dat i'll owez gv my parents presents in any occasion...

and then, i went and bought spectacle.. wic i oredi hv..haha...im jz stressed out that everytym i bought one, i cud easily scratch the lens..so now i bought the one dat can never be scraped..gud for me...a few days later i bought dis new hp wic i duno y i bought it...the last hp has lots and better functions than the new ones but i jz bought it bcz i like the design and colour..very unique i think..

the only beneficial stuff dat i bought during my holidays r my text books for d next semester...wic starts next week...and then, the stupid thing ive done today was goin 2 a beauty center, having a facial treatment and spent around rm700...so, the total of my expenses during my holidays were around rm3000..now i have nuthin left for me for my next semester..my dad didnt know dis...my mom did...but she jz gv me a brief lecture...haha...and of course i wont tell my bro coz he'll surely cut my allowance if he knows it...

during the holidays, i went out wit izan and linda...ive watched 7 movies...wic was all great movies..i recommend it to those who havent watch it = the oraphange, iron man, narnia prince caspian, kurosagi the movie, 2 faces of my girlfriend, see you after school and what happen in vegas...

joce called me dat day...i really miss her...after she called me, i dream of her..its bout me doin a suprise party for her comin b-day and asked her to come...but, she told me she couldnt come bcz she's goin back 2 japan dat day....:(...thank God it's jz a dream..i dun want it to come true..

at last, last thing dat ive done wit my bros' was dat we went out for dinner together at pizza hut and i dun hv to pay a penny...haha..

m goin bek to kuching dis saturday nite..........

PICTURES

d DIGICAM

2008-04-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

DEPRESSION

i am depress....bcz of exams n one more thing dat i wont tell anyone except joceline...joce,if u read diz...tell me...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-02-22T22:50:00.017+08:00

PBL NITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok...what had happened tonite???????????....it's PBL nite...but b4 dat, wat is PBL??? PBL is "problem based learning" where we(students) were divided into groups facilitated by one lecturer in order for discussion of a case given every week....today is the last day of our PBL, so we gather around in a restaurant with our facilitator, Prof. Syafiq Abdullah...

we have our dinner at Hartz Chicken Buffet and i have so much fun...there are 12 of us in the group and we are in the PBL Group 1...but unfortunately, one of our member, Wah Kin unable to join us tonite...he have matters to deal with...but never mind because next week, we'll have dinner again together, at the same time and day again....yippieeee................

im so full now, ive ate a lot...fried chicken, lots of potato chips, ice creams, floats, soft drinks, rice, wateva beef, bread, tofu, chocolate cake, mashed potatoes, and i dun remember wat else...and this friend of mine mixed his ice cream wit strawberry drink, and some addings dat i dun know of....he's weird but it's fun....we took a lot of pictures and im gonna upload few of it here....huhu...the last thing we did is to sing happy birthday to ourselves...haha..we sang:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PBL,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....

PICTURES..............say cheese!!!!!!!!

These r my PBL members...im not in the pic coz i took the pic...

I'm still not in the pic...haha

Here we are...the girls...but, Pui Wen and Hash are not in the pic...

My hand is in this pic...

Now, it's my hand and half of my face are in the pic...we used the mirror to reflect our image...haha

This is our PBL birthday cake...It's was written "Hhh AA FF DWWMPProf" which is stands for Han nee, Hashvina, Hafiz, Asyilah(me), Atifa, Fuad, Farah, Dux, Wama, Wah kin, Marlina, Pui wen and Prof. Syafiq....it's us....

P/S: Wait for other pics...i will upload it again....hohoho...thanx!!!....I LOVE MY PBL GROUP....muahzzzzzz...........

2008-02-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

MY RECENT LIFE...........

askum,

now, i mean starting from last week, ive jz realized dat im wasting so much tym doin nuthin and figured out y i want to become a doctor........it has been nearly 2 years im studying here and honestly, i never study wit ol my heart since i enrolled here...i studied last minute and i jz passed my exam wit out distinction......

last week, i realized dat dis was a big mistake...i must change...but the tym is running out....2 months from now, i'll have my professional exam wic is a very important...time is crucial now...n im struggling to make my notes...but yet, it's jz notes...i havent started to study yet........

im getting tired so easily now...i dun have enough sleep................but im happy dat joce and fiqah are coming back to Malaysia soon...i hope to meet them especially Joce...i havent met u since Christmas 2006....girl, it's 2008 oredy...and i cant accept the fact dat uve been to BSB concert wit out me........erghhhhhhhhhh

erm, i guess i need to cut it short....i need to do my notes, my research..it's midnite oredi....huaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.........sleepy!!!!!!!!!.............adios muchachos.......

and oh ya, im 21y/o soon...and i cant believe dat im dat old...huhu.....

2008-02-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Everyone, Be AWARE of a Sexually Transmitted Disease (STD): AIDS

Before I proceed, I would like to inform that this article are based on what I've learned and read. I am very worried and concerned considering the fact that the number of HIV infections has increase in my country or more specifically, IN THIS WORLD...

RISK FACTORS and ROUTE OF TRANSMISSION of HIV Infection

1. Multiple sex partner (So, stay with one partner for your whole life)
2. Unprotected SEXUAL INTERCOURSE (Guys, Please wear CONDOM during sexual intercourse!!!)
3. Female prone to infection...so, Girls, don't risk your life...
4. Blood transfusion or donation
5. Intravenous Drug User
6. Organ donation
7. Contaminated needle
8. Mother to child infection. Occurs during childbirth, during pregnancy or breast feeding..(Don't you feel sorry for the baby???)
etc.

Nowadays, a lot of people have unprotected sexual intercourse at a very young age especially those teenagers and young adults...They don't realize the danger of a deadly a retrovirus called Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV) which can lead to the progression of AIDS disease. Everyone, PLEASE READ THIS!!!

What is AIDS??
AIDS is an Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome, where the immune system of the body is suppressed. It's a slow progressing disease which is associated with the infection of HIV virus. Once infected by this virus, it'll be a life long infection.

What does this virus do to our body??
Their major target is the host immune system. Let me tell yuu first that there are these cells in our body called the CD4+ T cells which is very important to the immune system of our body. Unfortunately, the molecule of this cells has high affinity towards HIV virus.

So, once infected by this virus, they will fused to CD4+ T cell and internalized in it. What happen next is that the HIV virus will transcript a proviral DNA which will then integrate to the host genome in the cell nucleus.This provirus may locked in the chromosome for months or years or what we called the latent period...

But the DNA may be transcribed anytime forming a complete viral particles that will bud from the cell membrane...excessive budding will cause cell death to the infected CD4+ T cell. The virus produced will infect other CD4+ T cells...and causing a lot of CD4+ T cells death

Thus, this condition will rapidly decrease the amount of CD4+ T cell in the body and the body immunity towards infections of will be greatly decreased.

What are the signs and symptoms of HIV infection?
The first phase is called the Acute Phase, where there is non specific illness which occur during the first 3-8 weeks after exposure..The illness can be manifested as flu-like fever, fatigue, sore throat, rash, headache and enlargement of lymph node particularly at the neck and axillary region. This illness usually last for 3 weeks. In this period also, the HIV virus cannot yet be detected by anti-HIV test. The virus only can be detected approximately 12 weeks after exposure.

The second phase is known as the Chronic Phase where majority are asymptomatic with variable length of time (7-10 years, depend if ones' has started treatment). But patients may also have Persistent Generalized Lymphadenopathy (PGL) where there are enlarged lymph nodes at 2 or more extra inguinal sites for more than 3 months. This PGL is painless and symmetrical in distribution.

The third phase is the Crisis or Final Phase. In this phase, there are great increase of viral load and fall of CD4+ T cell count. Patients may have multiple opportunistic infections, cancer, HIV dementia and many others as the body immunity gets worse. But the consequences depends on 3 factors:
1. Exposure of microbes through out the whole life
2. The pathogenicity of organisms encountered which means the capabilities of the organisms to cause diseases
3. The level or degree of immunosuppression of the host immune system.

What are the aims of therapy?
Since the infection is a life long infection, thus, it's life long therapy. The goals are to slow the progression of the disease by maximizing the suppression of viral load and improved the quality of life.

References
1. Basic Pathology, Kumar Contran Robbins, 6th Edition (1997), Saunders.
2. Clinical Medicine, Kumar & Clark, 6th Edition (2005), Elsevier Saunders.

So, before you think of having unprotected sexual intercourse with your casual acquaintance, please MIND to know your partner very well...Love yourself!!!.....

2008-01-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

COUGH!!COUGH!!COUGH!!

erm, erm....im coughing since last nite....im soooooo tired....i felt like i havent rest since the last friday...wat am i doin at that time???

FRIDAY------from morning to 4 pm...i have class...and then, i went shopping wit my auntie in boulevard until 10.30pm...i bought a bag and shoes which are made from Japan...i spent more than RM100 at dat tym...and then, we stuck in traffic jam for 45minutes....which means we arrived at home nearly midnite... then, my uncle called home and asked my aunt to pick him at the bus station....arghhhh....i accompanied my aunt...we stop by a restaurant and ate nasi lemak in the middle of the nite....!!!!

SATURDAY-----i was so tired that i woke up late ..11pm maybe...i took my shower and then i went out shopping with my aunties'...all 5 of us...the first place we went is the yen yen shopping centre ( a place where all of the things sold there are made from China)....then, we went to tabuan jaya for window-shopping....
after that, we went to boulevard(again) to buy groceries...our last spot was the night market at Satok...i was so tired...walking here and there...

SUNDAY----i woke up very late again...i was so damn tired..at 2.30 pm me and one of my aunties' went for window-shopping..again..haha...the first spot was Hock Lee shopping complex, and then we went to The Spring..there, we ate at Secret Recipe..i ate chocolate fudge cake with ice blended choc...bwekkk....too much choc makes me sick...then, we went to upwell...to buy foods stuff..haha...and then our last spot was the choice supermall...i bought this Nano skin care product...it's formulated from Japan...it really suits my skin..i waste RM50 jz for the facial polisher and the facial foam...erghhh....once reaching home, me and my aunt slept for one hour....she work for nite shift..she sent me bek to the hostel at 8.40pm...at 9pm, i got discussion for the family health posting presentation...goshhhhh....it's really tiring......i dun even remember when we ended our discussion...erghhh...

MONDAY-----Monday blues....lectures are boring...my class finished at 1pm..and at 2pm me and my friends went to the main campus to pay for our tuition fees...RM1518...i can buy a small, pink, cute, ASUS laptop wit that amount of money....errghhhh...we went back at 5pm...traffic jam, traffic jam...that's y i hate kuching's road....at 7pm, i still have discussion for the presentation...at about 9pm, me, azimah,hwei sung, and deven went out for dinner at the stalls around Satok area...i gave them a treat...back at hostel at around 10.30pm and continue to practice for the presentation...slept at 1.30am

TUESDAY----class started at 8am...at 9am, the presentation began...i was in the 3rd group....it's tiring....i slept during d presentation for the last 3 groups...haha...it ends at 12.30pm and i went for lunch wif azimah, asma and margeret...at 2pm, we have lecture again followed by a lab practical...i really feel like sleeping even when i was standing....and then, at 3.30pm, i went to Saberkas wif azimah....i bought the Nano skin care products again...now, it's the sunblock, nite cream and the toner...cost me RM80...erghhhhh.....we ate at KFC after that....we went bek to the hostel at 6.30pm....after taking shower, here i am typing this...."I"M SO TIRED".....haha

-end-

wassalam....

2008-01-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

LET'S HAVE FUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

askum....
hehe......

well, lots of things had happened lately....erm...the first one is that my dear very kind and nice lecturer, Miss Isabel Fong has been to UK to further her studies there...she went there last week n im so sad....u can say dat i cried in my heart...so, i gave her dis cute little teddy bear key chain..hehe...i hope she'll owez carry it here n there...miss u Miss....

and then,ermmmmm....i went to the main campus of UNIMAS wif Azimah last week, and we ate at this beautiful cafe in the main campus, it belongs to a foreigner bcz i saw him once b4...erm, we drink vanila frost and spaghetti... i managed to took some pics of the main campus and the cafe..hehe...it's a huge campus and unfortunately, our faculty the only faculty dat is far away from the main campus...bcz there is no nearby hospital at the main campus...but luckily, our faculty is jz near the huge shopping complex called THE SPRING...

JOCE, if u go to kuching, we must go to THE SPRING...aaaaa, its so huge...lots of shops...got parkson, Kenny Rogers, Secret Recipe, Star Bucks, Dessert( which oredi established in Miri for years, Kuching is a bit out of date..kakaka), huge food court, suhsi king, esprit, charles&keith, roxy, quicksilver, padini, viss, vincci, body glove, memory lane(im the official member oredi..haha), nokia, LG, PC image, habib jewel, giordano and others which i dun remember...stil a lot of sections hasn't open yet....but the prices are so expensive bcz of the branded stuff....haha...we must go there together joce....save ur money!!!!!!.....i'll save mine....haha...

PICTURES

main campus of UNIMAS....

the Pohon Mas Cafe in the UNIMAS main campus...

the pics of my CLASS in the faculty....

the Memory Lane Card Member...it says here.."Friend Forever"...Joce, friends forever...^^
the teddy bear key chain i gave to Miss Isabel...i took the pic b4 i gave it her..hehe...><

Yakatta...dat's all i guess...urmss...muahhhhzzzzzzzz to all my friends...I LOVE U GUYS....

Wassalam....

2008-01-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaa.......

askum,

i hate hypocrite..once again...i hate hypocrite....bcz i know dis girl, she's doin sumthin bad behind me, she dun know dat i know bout it....I"M ANGRY>>>>>....so, she jz act hypocritically in front of me, but u'noe wat, i dun gv a damn care when she talks to me....i act as she's not exist otho she's talking to me...evil??..im used to it...bcz once im get angry, i'll show it. i cant hide my feelings..im not a hypocrite person...and u can easily read me..

my tooth hurt...maybe bcz i dun talk today....oh..i did, with my mom on the phone...

also, i answered ummm, ummm, ummm to all the questions dat my rum8 asked me...im sure she's pissed off..haha...and my senpai told me dat she had dis menstrual pain...i jz said 'sleep'....ya, dats the only words i uttered today....wat to do, dats the real side of me...

im wasting my time downloading songs and videos...urm, Joce, thanx for recommending me the Soulja song....suki da, haha...im hungry...i jz ate porridge for lunch and bread for dinner..

yesterday was much worst, i ate twisties snack for lunch and chipsmore for dinner....haha.....but i dun feel hungry yesterday...i'll eat proper meal by 2moro...

aahhhh...talkin bout 2moro...so boring...got 2 lectures and one discussion...i hate the discussion part...it'll be 1 to 2 hours long for sure...arghhh..but im free after dat...hahaha..

i slept a lot lately....ahhh...cant wait for the Hachimitsu to Kuroba(honey and clover) drama to come out..love toma-kun...
oh...now i like dis song from yamashita tomohisa called "Daite Senorita"...love it!!...
and also dis OST for ..ing korean movie called "Within her" by Ban Jun Seok...beautiful song...

ahh...last nite, i chatted wit my big bro...he's in Bakun tho...wic i owez told him...the jungle..i wonder how he can lived there..actually im jz like him...being introvert and quiet, but im not like dat in my family.im d clown of the family...contrast to dat, he's being queit in the family....laz nite, he taught me to make my avatar in YM...

aaa......i really want to learn japanese...and i want to buy a new handphone, but my mom warned me not to buy new handphone....she knew it...all bcz of my bakka 2nd big bro who told her bout it...recently, he kept on messaging me to bank in money in his bank account...haha...he's broke...wakakaka....i love it...my bros' are crazy...but i love them...!!!..^^

ja ne...bye bye

me...

2008-01-05T18:09:00.000+08:00

askum,

jz now, i looked out the window...it's raining and the air is refreshing....i jz realized...i havent talked dat much today...i jz uttered few words like yes and no..and jz nodded or raised my hand...i feel bad for my house mates and friends that they have to live with this kind of person(me)...

but then, joce called me from Japan....i changed my character 180 degrees around...i talked, laughed, and smiled for that moment...again i realized, only people whom i'm close to will able to cheer me up....Joce, thanx...u've brighten up my day..^^...but after that...im back to the way i am b4....ermsss.....

and then, i forgot...that less than 3 months, i'll b a 21 years old girl/women.aaaaa..that fast...when i talked to someone i duno, i used to called them "kak"(sis)...without realizing that i might be elder then her....arghhh....doushite....how is my future...i owez asked myself...but i know that the future is not ours to see...

i wonder how one day...if im married...joce too...and then our kids playing together...i hope dat day exist...but...no one knows...i want to spend more time with my besties but.....its no used for me to regret it now...joce is in Japan....if im rich, i'll go there to see her every month and have fun together.....and fiqah is in India...and arwah fizah, she's no longer with us anymore....if only i knew that we'd be away from each other this far, i'll do anything b4 that wont make me regret now....

and i feel sorry for joceline, bcz she called me always...and yet...i havent once called her...gomenasai joce....i'll call u one day...i will....she know's dat im in love with ikuta toma..haha..but then, he's jz an imaginary friend...hachimitsu to kurooba(honey and clover) will be released soon on the 8th of january this year....oh, its 2008 oredi...:(...

i'll be going back to miri on the 1st of february...and im hepi dat i'll go home to see my family..my cheerful mum, my sporting dad, and my crazy big brothers.....but im sad oso...dat im not be able to meet joce bcz she's going back at the end of february...wic means im not there at that tym...hontouni gomenasai...

the last time i met joceline was in 2006...during christmas in kuching....erm....i hope my life wont be so boring one day...gambate kudasai....

2007-12-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

askum,

THE BLOCK FOR CVS AND RESPIRATORY SYSTEM HAS ENDED.....hahahahahaha......

RELEASE FROM A LONG CHAIN is the best word to describe me now......but anyway, the Renal and Reproduction system block is starting soon....

ermmmmmm..........HAPPY NEW YEAR.....2008

and i just realize that im a very quiet person if no one triggered me to talk......once, i talk....u'll be amazed......i usually talk so much at home that i dun realise how serious and quiet person i am until i enrolled into matriculation college and university few years ago..it took me 3 years to be away from my family to realise that i like being alone and quiet....but im the clown of the family though...^^...and im the loudest when im with my bestie's....

interesting though.....aaaaaaaa....so boring....boulevard opening was on last week and i have been there....but it's smaller than the one in Miri....But i cant wait for The Spring shopping complex to open....aaaaaaaaaa.....money, money, money....im waiting for u.......my bank account will always wait for u...hahaha...

now...im addicted to Japanese drama after being a Korean drama freak for 2 years...kuikuikui.....

im hungry....BYE

updating,updating

2007-12-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

konichiwa everybody.....assalamualaikum...

hehe...Gladys...i know i havent update my blog for quite a time......gomenasaiiiii....

wats new???ermmm...im learning japanese now....the hiragana and katakana...kanji will be hard so, leave it first....

and then, i watching anime wic is cool....i mean...subarash!...haha

and then, ive watched this japanese drama called hanazakari no kimitachi e....i like the actors...good and talented actor, ikuta toma and oguri shun....

besides that, ive watched this korean drama oso called 9 end 2 out....quite ok lor...

i've oso downloaded few nice songs such as crucify my love(x-japan), beautiful girl(jojo), neko neko rocketto(BIG), week(news), a way of life( v6), sekaiju no dare yori kitto, goodbye(hide), love and peace, and etc...

and next week i have exams and stupid and lazy me..i havent study...im in the cardiovascular system and respiratory system now...

and joce...thanx for calling me owez...miss u a lot....zutto bessuto furenzu....visit me when u come to malaysia.....

erm..i think dats all......bye bye...mata ne..

holidays...

2007-08-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

ONE WEEK OF HOLIDAYS>>>>

askum...okay...after my EOB exam...i got a week holidays..which in my opinion, i think i've been thru a lot of things that going on thru out the whole week...haha...

okok....wat's coming up first was dat jz right out after the exam..i went to BML wit kak tira..my 5th year senior...doing facial...haha.. it was relaxing and i do enjoy it...but...jz for the treatment...i have to spend about RM300...which doesnt really make me regret...haha..that nite i went to my granny's home...and..wat did i do?...ermmmm......dun remember...i jz remember i slept wit my mom...hehehe...i love my mommy..!!!

then the next day...i went to my cousin's house...jz visiting...playing wit those wonderful kids...haha...n then, i took my other cousin from the nursery..nuthin much

then on thursday, i went to BML again wit my mother....im doing facial again and so do my mom..haha..fun n relaxing...but...i spent about Rm200 on that day...money come, money go!!.haha...and the funny thing was...i nearly hit a car...i drove waja on that day...thank God my mom signalled me...then we went to satok...bought some stuff...and ate ABC special wit waffle and kaya ball..yummy....at night...we went to Buntal with my grandma, my 4 aunties', and my little cousin....and we have a very great meal...seafood!!...butter prawn, midin, crab and soup...yummy and yummy..haha...

me and my mom enjoying our seafood meal...nyum..nyum..

mom, auntie, cousin,auntie...hehe

the next day....my mom went back to miri...me and my cousin sent her to the airport...and then, we went to the Lodge school to pick up my cousin's children...hermss...all of them have expensive and luxurious cars..got the latest BMW, latest Harrier and others....no wonder my cousin bought a new toyota alphard...if it was me, i'm jz okay wit her harrier...huh....if only i have money and do anything i want...pity me..and then...we went out shopping...i bought a basket bag...which is cute...haha...and then, i went home....

the next day,i jz watch supernatural...fun and exciting..haha..at night i went to my cousin's house...celebrating her daughter's 2nd birthday....andriya...nice name..haha..

on sunday...i went out with one of my bestfriend...afiqah...she jz came from india...so we decided to go out and have some fun...we watched Rush Hour 3 in the cinema..and that was fun and funny and hilarious..haha..great day...snd i get a chance to take a few pictures of flowers around my grandma's house..

on monday...i spent my whole day watching korean drama entitled "summerscent"...a good story in the beginning but i hate the ending..nuthing's happen...*sigh*...at nite i went to secret recipe wit my aunties'...we went eatingc choc chip walnut cake, marble cheese cake and spaghetti bolognese...nyummy and delicious...haha

at last..i went back to the hostel...and beginning to start my new boring study life in a new block wic is the gastrointestinal system block...herms...

and b4 that...i have sumthing to share...as i went thru the photo album in my grandma's house...i found a pic of my mom's together with her siblings and parents.

my mom was sitting in the middle...she was the eldest in the family...and the guy and a women next to her are her parents...and the others are her siblings...

thats all i guess...i'll my class 2moro...about the elective research...boring...adios...

wassalam....

la noche de retro...

2007-07-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

askum...haha...let me talk about the retro nite...wic was jz about to happened tonite...im back to the hostel earlier than expected since im having my third sickness of the month...wat's wrong wit me???....

okok...tonite was quite fun..most of them are sporting enuf to wear the retro clothes...malay,chinese,indians traditional clothes and either the western style...haha...me?..i duno wat im wearing..haha...watever la...im so sick to think bout my style...but i managed to take some of my frens pictures...haha

yeah...this is wat we called an Elvis style i think la...from left is chi boon, alan, thong, popo and han nee.....rock the nite..haha..the chinese guys..

and woohoo....this is the Malay guys...many styles..even got Pak pandir style oso...from left is li xiang(lost chinese guy), pakya, yazid,azrai, anaiki, and faiz....caya lah..very creative....

yeah...this was us..the gurls...but many other gurls la...but i dun managed to take their pics...our styles was ok ok la....from left, weizen, wama, azimah(baba nyonya style) and ME...duno wat style..haha

well, well, well....look at their styles man...haha....from left, popo( he act as cheng ho dat nite), alan (act as the prince), eli and Karl...funny, funny...^^

at last but not least....my dear ex-housemates....the gurls only la...from left, thong, Heng(x-housem8), chi boon, and shar ren aka xue rong(my x-housem8)....

well, tonite is ok for me...im not having that much fun since im so sick...and coughing out loud ol the time...but im hepi that my frens were having fun..haha...gudnite...its time to sleep...
anyeonghi kaseyo....

wassalam....^^

whooooooaaaaaa.....MY LIFE.....and pics,pics,pics....

2007-07-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ...<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
askum, im happy today...when i found out that my family was heading to Kuching today...yeah...it's been 5 years oredi that we lived in Miri...i duno...im from kuching...but my life is everywhere...Kuching, Seremban, Kuching, Miri and now im in Kuching....again...haha

MY ROOM BACK AT HOME>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i miss my room...i miss it when i lock the room and anyone cant enter my room...except my mommy who always have my room key...but at least i have some privacy at home......and the great thing is....its my room....i dun have sis...no...i wont share it wit anyone..never....

THE ROSES>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

guess who planted this roses?????.....MY DAD....after his retirement...he loves gardening....well...i dun like but i like the flowers......

<<<<<<<<<
i miss my piano....day by day...my skills getting worse....but i wont forget to play Marriage De Amour and Fur Elise.....my favourite songs...
i miss my piano teacher....she's a nice and good teacher....Mdm Christina....hehe...^^

<<<<<<<<<<<<<>

this is the room i shares with a junior...she's from Penang n her name is Yana....herms...quite comfortable otho there's no privacy....but...im trying my best to make it feels like home....makes it comfortable like home...and so far..im satisfied..huhhhhhhh.....

MY STUDY TABLE>>>>>>>>>>>
quite comfortable to study and have privacy sumtyms la....hostel will always be hostel.....

this is me n safra...i think it that was during the HUBUNGAN ETNIK lecture....it was so boring...so, we make fun of ourself...ourself??...haha....me....

when was this??...haha...it's during the JPA scholarship meeting in d main campus of University Malaysia Sarawak....
look closer at my mouth..haha...from left, Asma, Eva, ME, and Azimah aka Dahlia..haha...

all my course mates...........

now...lets look at this...haha...all future doctors..INSYA-ALLAH....
from left, Tifa aka Tea-Pot, ME, Wama and Lina....we're in the lab at that time...swabbing bacterias...culture it, stained it and watch it under the microscope....huh..boring..2moro we'll be going to the Hospital....*sigh*...

haha...see this guy..his name is Fuad...its during the lecture...he is SLEEPING WITH HIS MOUTH OPEN...mannnnnnn....hahaha....caught in red-handed...haha....he'll kill me if he see this...
and look at the guy who's smiling..haha...his name is Hanis..he always be with Fuad...like best buddy la...haha

haha..dats all for now i guess.....i loves taking pictures....and i'll post new pics always....haha...

oh ya...what happened today.....

there's UNIMED orientation....looking at our juniors getting dirty....playing wit eggs and water...so funny....but tiring..haha...WELCOME to all year 1 students....welcome to UNIMAS and enjoy ur torturing life in this medical faculty..hahaha..im evil....

adios muchachos....wassalam..

experiences had taught me how short our life is....

2007-07-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

askum,
day by day have past...and these days have taught me a lot of things...the truth about family,love,friendship,survival.....all in all...LIFE...

life is short but yet we shud go thru many obstacles...when i was little....i just know to have fun...playing all the time...fight wit my bros'...yeah...i remember my childhood bestfriend....Gladys Teo...hehe...i cant believe dat we stil get in touch...the first tym i met her after 12 years was about 2months ago...cant believe that we have grew up dat much...

then, i moved to Seremban..really change me...learning to talk "bahasa semenanjung"...huh...living in Seremban makes my English getting worse...i used to speak in English when i was little...after living for 5 years in Seremban, that change everything..im too shy to speak in English bcz i hv problems wit it...but yet....i have a lot of friends there...syarul azren, khairiah, adzlin, fadillah, zaty, zunairah and others...

then i moved to kuching and have a bestfriend who is now currently studying in India...Afiqah...i do miss her...hermss....about a year later i moved to MIri...starts from there...i realise many things...i have bestfriends there..Joceline, Allahyarhamah Hafizah, and Linda....it was fun studying in Kolej Tun Datu Tuanku Haji Bujang....becz its the only school that i managed to study for 3 years...Me and Allahyarhamah Hafizah Zainal Yusof...

Joceline and Me...Me and Afiqah

everything's end after SPM..we have our holidays...and exchange emails, call by phones...and text messaging...it was fun..having holidays for 3 months....then the results came out...and i remember that i was really frightened to take my result..so what happened was...Allahyarhamah Hafizah called me and tell me my results...i got 9 As'...she also got 9As'...joceline got straight A1....and LInda got 6As'...

i decided to go to the Labuan matriculation...then...me n Linda went there for a year...Joceline got the JPA scholarship to study in Japan..so she went to PPKTJ in KL...Allahyarhamah Hafizah went to the UIA matriculation...she was really mad that i chose Labuan Matriculation...we still keep in touch then....but mostly...i kept in touch with Joceline and Allahyarhamah HAfizah...

in Labuan...i met a lot of frens...they r my close friends...i miss them a lot...Salwa(anggun), Izan(cacing),nurhan(belut), cindy, bimbo, natalie, mang, ting2, winy, farhan....i miss them...i really have so much fun at that time..

Me and Izan
me,nattie,bimbo,cindy,salwa,izan and mang

then..after the matriculation i was so happy that i was able to study medicine in UNIMAS...the first week of orientation...i put my handphone in the cupboard,...i was so busy...hafizah call me always...she msg me...but i cant reply or answer her calls...sorry....im so sorry....but...after that...she always called me...yeah...then i can always answer it...but i didnt call her...because i dun hv money...i told her dat i promise to call her as soon as my scholarship's out...

it was jz about 3 months i enter the medical faculty...that i received a shocking call from a friend of mine...ain...she told me...hafizah was in coma...she's having stroke suddenly....i tot she was just fainted...i tot she could wake up and go home and we can talk again and have fun...but it was not like dat until i knew that she's having haemorrhagic stroke...wic was normally fatal...she passed away 5 days later...i was sad..i cud only cry n pray for her..3 days after her death...i received a letter from her...she said she want to meet me...but i realized dat she's gone...5days after her death...i got the scholarship.i was unable to keep my promise to her...

since Hafizah passed away...me n joceline become closer than b4...right joce??..we called each other everyday...but now knowing the joceline is now in Japan..im sad...i couldnt call her like b4...this afternoon...joce called me...i was happy...thanx joce...^^...miss u a lot...and LInda...i havent met her for quite a time...i think she was busy...maybe...and for Allahyarhamah Hafizah, i could only visit her grave when i go back to Miri....al-Fatihah for her...2 weeks b4 she passed away...my beloved uncle passed away of hepatoma...liver cancer...al-fatihah for him ...

this is the picture during the Chinese New Year nite in Medical Faculty of UNIMAS

now, i realize that life is all about to meet and separate...by any reason or by death..life is really short...but the afterlife is forever..so, lived life to the fullest...wassalam

OSPE

2007-05-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

askum...

jz now ive done wit my OSPE test...goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....20 stations n 6 rest stations....5 minutes each station n more than 2 hours in that lab....im done man...it was so damn tough...
especially the biochemistry part...all the pathways...i dun memorize it, the products n the enzymes....n i regret that...not only dat...all the microscopic feature..the adenoma n carcinoma..the bones were ok la..but...i hate it when it comes to demography...i duno n i forgot....

what's more shameful was when im so damn panic that i could not find my station...dats the first humiliation...the other one was...i was looking through a lens n i could not see anything..bcz...I DIDNT REMOVE THE COVER....man, i was ashamed....but wat to do....let bygone be bygone..haha

:"crossing fingers for MCQ n BAQ 2moro..."
wassalam...

MEQ

2007-05-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

erm..Yesterday was the MEQ exam...its hard...quite hard..

the first question is bout myasthenia gravis esp. neuromuscular junctions..i forgot bout it..but i can answer a bit..hehe...multipolar neuron...is the motor neurons..sympathetic pathway..but i forgot the characteristics..

then followed by typhoid fever...thanx to my fren, Dr. Adeline..hehe...cant believe i called her doctor..erm..her notes helps me a lot..if not, i duno bout that Salmonella typhi. Widal's test...its a serology test...O means cell wall, H means flagella...if im not mistaken..hehe

then, bout malaria...yeah!!...thank God i memorize the cycle n bout malaria...Anopheles sp. is d mosquito dat carried the pathogen..wic is the Plasmodium sp. wic sp have the dormant stage of hypnozoite?..the ans is Plasmodium vivax n Plasmodium ovale..n d drug to malaria is chloroquine.

then, bout the fracture...humerus fracture..herms.....i think i can ans this but duno how well i perform in this question.

then lastly bout the Diebetes mellitus...gosh...i forgot...i remember a bit..but most of the questions i answered like hell...hohoho...

then,now im waiting for OSPE+MCQ+BAQ

...after the MEQ, i went to saberkas to eat ice cream...n now, stupid me i waste my tym changing my blog's skin..n u noe wat...still 3 more papers to go....

chow...

wassalam

dislikes

2007-05-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t
this are the list of wat i dislikes about people.

dislikes:
1. smokers
2. guys who r not gentleman
3. gedikz
4. anyone yg perasan cute
5. anyone yg perasan rock tp habuk pun tarak
6. anyone who r thick faces
7. anyone yg rasa dirik kacak
8. hypocrites
9. yg rasa dirik bagus n terror..
10. people who doesn't understand people condition
11. rich people but so damn stingy

Ujian yang melanda...

2006-12-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

MENGAPA MANUSIA DIUJI:

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta." -Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

MENGAPA MANUSIA TIDAK MENDAPAT APA YANG DIIDAMKAN

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216 \

MENGAPA UJIAN MANUSIA BERBEZA-BEZA

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

MENGAPA MENJADI LEMAH

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yg beriman." - Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA MENGHADAPINYA

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di
medanperjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)." -Surah Al-Imran ayat 200 "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk" -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

APA HIKMAH DISEBALIK KEJADIAN YANG TERJADI

"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dr org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ..
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KEPADA SIAPA MANUSIA PERLU BERHARAP?

"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal." -Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

JANGANLAH BERPUTUS ASA

"... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa drp rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir." -Surah Yusuf ayat 12

every women is beautiful....

2006-12-10T13:39:00.000+08:00

EVERY WOMEN IS BEAUTIFUL...

A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying？"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
　

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God;
and when God got on the phone,
he asked, "God, why do women cry so! easily?"

God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world;
yet, gentle enough to give comfort".

"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth
and the rejection that many times comes from her children"

"I gave her a hardness that allows
her to keep going when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family through sickness
and fatigue without complaining "

"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any
and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"

"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults
and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"

"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife,
but sometimes tests her strengths
and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"

"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see: The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."!

"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart
"The place where love resides."
　

arrrrggghhhhhhhhhh..........

2006-12-04T09:53:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum...

its monday oredi...n im going to have my exam on this friday..n u noe what??...i havent done my revision completely 100%...n now...im sitting right in front my laptop creating a post for my blog that i havent log in dat frequently...

when did i create this blog??..urms,let me think...about 4 years ago...huuuuaaaaaaaaaaaa....never tot that time pass by so fast...i remember the time when i create this blog...gosh,i feel so damn hard...searching fro the skin,the tag board,n others...but the taggie is no more exist in my blog since the website that generate the taggie is not exist anymore...hahaha....funny...

huaaahhh...now im listening to a song...DAMAI YANG HILANG...my fav song...since im in form 3...wic is about 4 to 5 years ago...hahaha...oh God,y everything is old...or maybe im getting older n older everyday....

i slept late last night..at about 2am...i duno y..there's sumthing happen that nite...hrms...i cried...y?..dunno..i remember about the past...about my late bestfriend..HAFIZAH ZAINAL YUSOF....I MISS HER... the picture of a card up there is the card that she sent to me...it arrived 3 days after she passed away....:'(..

she's gone far away from here...n im never have a chance to her anymore...whoooaaaa..now its "my heart" song..i like the guy...haha...but just okok lah...

okey..dunno wat to type anymore...adios muchachos....

wassalam....

sleepy....

2006-09-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

huhhhhhh.......

~i am not like you~

i am finally a doctor....thank you Allah!!!....

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Ujian yang melanda...

every women is beautiful....

arrrrggghhhhhhhhhh..........

sleepy....

"Basic behavior :

Cannot take orders easily (u can count on me,jz gv the orders and i'll get things done ASAP, unless i hate u)
Make decisions fast
Can be flexible
Do not care about rules (i do care bout rules and i never break any unless if im so angry)