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Friday, May 29, 2009

this week was the end of my second week in year 4...herm..well, i have problem with year 4...im scared...yes, im scared...at first i thought that year 3 is the toughest, malignant year of all...but its not...i duno how am i goin to get thru this...2 case reports of post mortem, i dun even know where's the mortuary at SGH, i dun even know if there is any post mortem and i dun even know either ive prepare for this or not...the word "mortuary" scares me a lot, and yet POST MORTEM..i remember that everytime i passed by the mortuary in Sibu Hospital, i'll speed up...i duno how, n i duno how am i going to react later...2 case reports means 2 post mortem before october...gosh, june is coming soon...
thats not all, 2 case reports, 2 case presentations of patients in the psychiatric hospital...i went there yesterday, visiting forensic ward scares me a lot..they have murdered people...their eyes, their glances...freaks me out..
one of them came to me, shook my hand and introduced herself...asking if i knew the girl she told me...i jz kept smiling and duno wat to do...my heart beat accelerates and ive palpitate but i didnt sweat...haha...ive seen a lot of behaviour and weird actions..but mind u, some of them are educated people and some of them have past unpleasant memories..pity them a lot..most of them are chinese, i mean majority of them...they r a lot of them...psychiatric is developing especially in developing country...its really important..they really need psychiatrist to help them have good insight and have a normal life...
Friday, May 22, 2009


This is the award i received from my very very good friend, Syarul Azren...makseh Syarul n sori sbb tak perasan post ni...^^...

so, im going to give this award to my friends who are also part time bloggers like me....haha

1. Gladys Teo
ive known this girl 15 years ago when i was in primary one...she my best friend during that time...we have shared happy moments like running to the canteen during recess...haha..but unfortunately, ive moved to Seremban by the end of 1996 where i need to tell her a goodbye...i still kept a clay made rabbit that she gave me...i duno if she still remember this but its still in my drawer in my room back in miri...then, in 2006 we've met again by friendster...haha..and she brought me out..my first impression of her after being separated for nearly 12years at dat tym was...she doesnt change much...haha..anyway...i enjoyed the time i spent with her...

2. Syarul Azren
i wont be able to meet this cool girl if i wasnt destined to transfer to Seremban long tym ago...we met when we're 13 years old...lame tuh syarul...nearly 10 years ago..wow...time passed by so fast...haha...we were good friends...we're in the same class and we always rushed to the canteen to buy foods during recess. and then we'll stand at one spot and talk n talk n talk..i remember the time we played this card game called SNAP with bunch of our friends..haha..but by the end of the year, i moved back to kuching and b4 dat, we went out together at terminal one...i was sad cause one of our friend cant make it to the meeting, our last meeting..i miss you all..and syarul, terharu aku kau menangis...aku tak tawu..:((...after that, i owez called this gurl and we're owez exchanged kad raya..hehe...but then suddenly, we lost contact and thanx to friendster..we're keep in touch...muahhhhhhh....

3. Nur Afiqah
when i moved back to kuching, i went into this high school of kolej Abdillah...and afiqah was the one who approached me first...kan2??..hehe..we're closed to each other that we sat next to each other in school, everywhere together2...but we hv this opposite point of views where she support this leader, and i support the other leader during dat time...i mean in politics...then, i love BSB and she loves Westlife...we argued a lot in dat but we're still friends altho sumtyms we make faces..hahaha...but then, one day, my father decided to move to miri so suddenly dat i wasnt able to tell her at all..i remember dat she was kinda mad at me..she knew in thru one of my relative..enel..but then, we still keep in touch...we talked in the phone a lot...until she moved to India where to dun hv that much opportunity to talk..but we chat a lot dont we???..hehe...people said we're both look alike...ya ka?i mean in term of the way we talk n laugh...we're Bestfriends right??..hehe...love u...n miz u...

4. Joceline Tay
when i moved to miri, i met this pretty girl who was sitting at the end of corner and i dun remember how we become friends...joceline or jaws...hehe...she's the cleverest gurl in the school and she very hardworking and she can be panicked easily...she's careless..haha...she loss a lot of stuff at school but then that what unique about her...she's bright like a shining star...im proud of her and i miss her a lot...GOODLUCK for ur coming exams...u'll be doing great...when we met each other, we will watch movies together, and i remember b4 she went to Japan, we watched movies at my house and we slept...and then u came to kuching and lived in my hostel room for a night...and watched a boring movie that she bought...across the universe..hehe..she loves reading and i jz duno wat to say...pretty+nice+clever+hardworking=joceline...^^

5. Izan Othman aka cacing
this gurl i met in matriculation...she's very tall and hawt...haha..almost every guys like her bcz she looks like a model...and also have this catwalk...haha.there's this guy suddenly took pic of her and i grabbed my phone and do the same to dat guy..she's really angry..me too..mahal gambar izan tok..haha..i think she slept almost a month wit me during matric time...and we owez study together and went out together...and i hate her frog...the soft toy...ajeego??alfreggo?i dun remember..she loves that weird creature so much...and i remember the time when we study together till late at nite and afraid to go back to our own rum...and there's this incident when her rum8 fang2 suddenly collapsed and we're like.....WHOAAAAA....hahaha...we've a lot of pics together and im wishin the very best of luck to her...misss uuuuu...

6. Nurhan aka Belut
nohunt was my ex rum8 when im in matric and i think weve only known each other for a month plus...but then, there's a lot of memories with her...she cant stand cold...everyone wants the fan to be switched on except for her...if not, she'll get flue...there's one time when i woke up and realize she's sleeping right next to my bed on the floor...haha...and she have this very antique phone and the phone was like being glued to her...hahaha...she's hawt too..lots of secret admirers...she's in german now and having fun and im stucked here...aaaaa...

7. Farhan Darin
this guy is so funny and friendly...we're sit together in lecture hall in matric and been going out together once...cant stop laughing whenever u're around this guy...i miss his jokes and the ambience whenever he's around...kelak kita jumpa ohh..congrats sik lamak sik grads....
Thursday, May 21, 2009





tagged by Nur Afiqah....


Award rules :1. Insert this badge or the pic above to inform u have been awarded.
2. Make sure u take the pic n said it is from.
3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.
4. You should choose
5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you) and tell their names in your blog5. Dont forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !!!
Awarded by:
Nur Afiqah aka Venusia

10 facts about me:
1.i love my life and i thanked Him for giving me this such wonderful life...
2.i love my family so much...
3.im the youngest in the family...
4.i loves eating and foods...
5.loves to make friends...and i love my frens..and most of them are overseas and im here stuck in this hole all alone...
6. loves perfumes, handbags, and clothes line from voir jeans...
7.im straight, straight forward and proud to be one..
8.im single..haha..and im comfortable wif it...
9.im talkative...
10.i hate driving...and im a bad pianist..
11.on the phone wit my mom everyday...
12.loves technology and loves spending money...haha

Nak tagged:
1.joceline
2. syarul
3.izan aka cacing
4.nohunt aka belut
5. Farhan
6.gladys teo
Sunday, May 17, 2009

helo...now m at hostel in kuching and sadly, the room provided is for temporary only...i cant unpack my stuff till then...2moro, will be my first day of 4th year in meds skol..wish me luck..i feel so tired and sleepy now...

last nite, ive watched akademi fantasia 7 at my granny's house...im so glad that hafiz won the first prize..i vote for him last nite and wore an AFUNDI HAFIZ tee...haha..

gosh im so sleepy, cya 2moro..insyaAllah...nite2
Thursday, May 14, 2009

its my last night at home...2moro im heading back to kuching...it wont be a pleasant trip for 2moro coz i dun like being far from home...last night ive booked a flight to KL for March next year...i know its early, but i want a cheap fare..haha..i'll be going there for 5 weeks...i havent decide yet on which hospital m goin to do my elective posting but i jz booked the ticket in case m doin there...i want to go to manchester or tokyo or melbourne...my my dad doesnt like the idea...even to go to KL takes me quite a time for his approval...

erm, this afternoon, ive watched air crash investigation which is one of my fav tv programs..i think todays episode was the worse instead...its a mid-air collision causing the explosion of two aeroplanes..according to a witness, the conflagration was so terrifying that she tot it was an enormous storm...but it isnt...she owned a school for handicapped children and the school was built on a vast land in the outskirt of Germany...and wat happened was that she was shocked to find out that around 28 dead bodies of children scattering around the school compound after the catastrophe..FYI, most of the passenger in one of the plane were schoolchildren heading to a resort as their prize of winning a competition..besides that, an architect loss his wife, a son and a daughter..wat sad about it is that he was the first victims family to arrive at the scene and he persist to join the team to search for the dead bodies...he found a pearl necklace which was his daughter's and found her not far from that...his daughter's body are entirely in perfect condition except for few bruises as compared to others who are mostly burned or scattered..but sadly, he was unable to search his wife and son..
ive searched on the net and here's the link for more info...

Bashkirian Airlines Flight 2937 & DHL Flight 611 mid-air collision

lets stop talking bout it as im goin to kuching on a flight tomorrow...haha...wish me the very best of luck for my new study year...peace...